Why I’m Going to a School I Kinda Sorta Pretty Much Hate Sometimes

September 6, 2009 by Tellie  
Filed under My Inner Kindlings

After my last post, a lot of people have asked the same question: why not transfer? I have thought about transferring plenty of times but never seriously.  You see, few students can afford to pay for college without some form of education financing. The average 4-year undergraduate student graduates with $27,803 worth of debt as of 2007-2008 (source).  When I was applying to schools , money played a huge factor in my decision making. And since My parents didn’t make enough money for me to qualify for any financial aid, scholarships were all that I could depend on.

My dream school cost about $45,000 a year. And by “dream” I mean it is one of the top 10 schools in the nation.  I still hate the fact that I’m not attending this one. But it was still pricey.  (To be honest I don’t even know how I got accepted) After talking to them and providing them details about my unique situation the school was willing to give me a $27,000 scholarship. Sounds good, but that still leaves  $18,000 dollars a year.  Times that by 4 or 5 years you’ve got $72,000-90,000 dollars plus interest.

The next school I was hoping would help me out would be my state’s  main school.  I had really stellar grades in high school so you’d think I’d get a really good scholarship right? Nope. Not if they lose all your paperwork and have run out of scholarship money before they find it.  So this school would cost me about $18,000 as well.

The other schools were pretty much the same.  The prices ranged from $13,000 to $30,000 a year.

But then there was this school.  It is also a state public school, but definitely not as good as the main one.   And this school was willing to pay for everything. Everything. Laptop. Printer. Ink.  Books. School supplies. Eh-ver-ee-thing.  And on top of that, I would have a guaranteed job upon graduation. At the time the economy wasn’t as shitty as it is now, so I really didn’t know how great having a job after graduation would be.  But really a school that is Free-99 definitely will save me some stress in the future.

If I really wanted to I could go to my better state school and take classes up there since the schools are “linked” and it wouldn’t be considered a transfer.  If I transfer I will lose my scholarship and probably some of the 3 years worth of credit I have already earned.  So, I’ve decided to graduate a year early, and apply for graduate school.  Now I’m just hoping and praying that I get into the program that I want.  A program that is totally different from my current major.

Wish me luck. I know I’ll need it.

  • The school that offers free everything sounds good, and the job upon graduation? Maybe the money can be used for really good grad school instead? Oh I don't know, school is always so confusing..and expensive. I wish you luck, you're such a smart girl. I think you'll survive.
  • I went to a small, EXPENSIVE, very good school. After 4 years (really after 1 and 1/2), I was so beyond ready to leave that place. I do have some great memories, but I was ready to move on with my life. You seem very mature (and smart, obviously), so hopefully you'll enjoy grad school more ;)
  • Yeah, I understand. I sometimes wonder if my "dream" school would be the right fit for me. I look at my high school friends and see how hard they are struggling to just pass classes at elite schools, and I am curious to know if I would be having the same struggles and issues. Worrying if whether or not I'll be able to pass such and such a class. Or worrying if I will graduate in 5 years or 6.
  • well its the sacrifices i guess. you could still transfer :P but it looks like the appeal of your current school offerings sounds better than the other options.
  • it's amazing the things we endure because of money. the ways in which we let ourselves settle. and it's not that you're doing a bad thing. you did what was right for you in that situation at that time, just like i'm doing right now.

    everything is going to work out. and you'll be better and stronger for all of it. :)
  • heres to you from me, wishing you some luck. may you get into the grad school that you like! and may the remaining time you have here go by quicly!
  • Yeah I know how that feels. I hate how I can't qualify for financial aid coz my family earns more than the stipulated income. Just because we earn "a lot" doesn't mean it's enough for college!

    Singapore's government subsidies a big chunk of our tuition fees and still it's still so expensive. Thank god my student loan doesn't come with interest.
  • I'm in college also and I know how frustrating it can be, especially where finances are concerned! In a perfect world I'd already have my masters and be debt free, but I've learned that life isn't fair. I can make the best of it, though, and that's what I'm trying to do.

    Keep up the good work and best wishes!!!
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