Perpetual Motion

Most days I’m alright, but then there are days like today.

It makes me question  all aspects about myself.

Is my personality that unlikeable, or am I just plain ugly?

I guess I shouldn’t beat myself up too much…but I do.

I feel angry, sad, lonely and confused.

I am perpetually single.  And to say it’s hard is an understatement.

I want a boyfriend.

Super Stressed

So I do believe this week is the most stressed out I have been since I’ve started graduate school.  To make matters worse it is suppose to storm every day for the next 10 days.  Which means my mystery illness is rearing it’s ugly head and I feel like crap. I hate this. I am not a happy camper.

Frugality Makes Cents

Okay so for the month of March I met my budget goal.  Yay big whoop.

But for this month I already know I’m not going to meet my budgeting goals. I am in the process of pimping out my apartment.  I am moving my computer out of my bedroom and hooking it up to my TV to free up room on my desk that I do not use.  So, I had to buy all the supplies that goes along with that including but not limited to a PC to TV connector, a wireless keyboard and mouse and a USB internet adapter for my computer.

Additionally I need to buy a new TV…I’ll probably get that next month. It will be a 32 inch -something or other and I’m giving myself a budget of $350 for it.

Also this month I bought a phone. A nice phone.  I’ve been in the US for 4 years and have been living with crappy phones for the longest.  I can’t stand it. My last phone’s alarm went off whenever it pleased. It would never truly go on “silent” and it was an embarrassing pain in the rear during classes.  So I spent $200 on a phone.  And another $100 on accessories.  But I love it so.

And as I said in my last post, I just got back from a conference which cost a little bit of $$ for food and such. I did win $150 for the research I presented so I am recouping the costs…in the expense of an IPod Touch It’s lost. i only paid $100 for it but still…oh well my new phone can serve as an MP3 thankfully.

Yeah…so I’m too lazy to check this post for grammar/spelling errors so forgive me because I know they do exist. I typed this up in about 5 minutes and it’s time for bed. Peace!

I’m Alive

Spring Break, a conference and catching up on a weeks worth of missed grad school is occupying my time right now.  I’m hoping to be all caught up by this weekend.  After that I will be back to my regularly scheduled program.

This is going to be a long weekend folks.